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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
nothing happy happened. in fact, im still rather upset and sick AGN! /: but oh well, not surprising that i break my hiatus since i alws do so plus im super bored now.
How i wish i could go back to last year, 2006. Excluding the exams and stress, i think it had been a rather nice year. Laughing, gossiping, playing with friends; spending happy and sad moments with, everyone were of so much fun. But now, things are different. almost all of my friends are busy in their schools and we had not met up for qte long ):
and, ive not been talking to certain people, which is rather upsetting. Many things are so different now that i keep wondering, am i stuck in a nightmare or smth. Alot of times i feel so lonely and helpless, but there's nothing i can do besides crying. do you call that weak. hahaha, i dont know, maybe.
i dont know myself anymore. really.
bestie; im sorry if it was damn boring out with me today ): know i was qte irritating. oh and hope you got what i mean in the smses yeah? love. :D
dearest; i dont know what to say, but i'll choose to stay on and im still gna cry if you leave for good in the end. and, im still waiting for ur reply and prayin hard. missing you, <3#47>
green; so, does our sentence work? i really hope that things will turn out fine for you. if not, we must try to be happyhappy? (:
gp; we havent really been talkin, so i hope you're alright! say, HAHA! (: anw im still sad that my cactus died ):